addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

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i walk around in the same haze

i apologise for my very odd behavior lately. i blame THE HEADACHE and THE GASTRIC. honestly, they are killing me. OH SHAT haven't taken my medication. at this point, i think i sound like a lunatic. some psycho freak who escaped from alcatraz or something. and they prescribed me with "medication" to keep me sane... heh. you never know!

oh yeah i just finished putting my bike together. heehee. after one week. yeah, shh don't tell. lowered my handlebar a bit. and pushed my seat back. hope this will cure the backaches. or else i'm going to .... cry. hm. i think my bike is beautiful. haha. the moment i look at it, i will start.. obsessing over it. it sounds wrong! but really! i'm obsessed with my bike! AHHH. yeah. i couldn't stop staring at it. i guess that explains why i take so long to clean it. had to pull myself away from the bike to go for dinner. and i still can't get over how rusty my chain is! i managed to restrain myself from degreasing the chain again. ahah sorry i think i've used up too much degreaser. the whole can's almost empty. and it's been what? less than a month? hohoho.

lots and lots of schoolwork! but guess what? i am retarded and i don't know how to do majority of it. ahha.

all the PTs and SAs and FAs. RP is RiPping us apart! i think i want to be a road sweeper. ahhaha. green woman! garbage truck driver? uh.. oh! i want to be a sit down comedian! haha cos then i won't have to expand so much energy standing up (:

i had something interesting to write..but now i've forgotten what it was. some new dood called clement has joined training. i wonder if he drinks tea. cos if he does, maybe he drinks clemenTEA (clementi). HAHA. so funny. another rafflesian. yeah raffles rocks!

oh oh! and jina will be leaving us next sunday. thinking of throwing a party. (haha i leave the reason for the party up to your interpretation ahahha). anw, a farewell party for her. but then jiaolian said that it's not confirmed that she's going yet. ahah how last minute. but it would be rather amusing if we threw a party, and she stayed on. hahaha. imagine that...

one last thing- I LOOK LIKE SIANYING! when they cut off my chin and put me in violet's skin (as in violet from the incredibles). sian's barney. and she is violet (in colour). ahah. perhaps that's why we look the same? whatever it is, we both need an extreme makeover! i think it's so freaky how we look alike. but i think sian feels disgraced that we have been thought to look alike. ahah. one day i'll post up pics of barney and violet with our heads on them, then you shall see the resemblance.

moshitoshi there's bike training tmr. i'm actually quite sick of training. (HEEHEE WE PLAYED CHOOCHOOTRAIN TODAY AT SWIMMING!) boycott training haha. and uh, nobody comes for training besides the few of us. makes you wonder wth you are doing committing yourself to something that others don't give much of a damn about. OKAY ENOUGH CHATTING time to sleep.

goooooo nite.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you